Had to go for the vacination* thingy in the morning.. crap.. i hate needles.. bleah... then i realised that for Angeline's party, i've got no floral shirt!! they are all dresses! but i didn't want to go D.I. wearing a dress.. told mom, and yay! i got a floral shirt!!
To my dismay!!! later that day at D.I... i realised.. it's ribbons.. NOT FLOWERS.. =.='''
sian... haha.. but Sermon was cool! Cell time was even cooler!! haha, Eunice tackled some of BGR questions we gave her a few weeks back.. haha.. Elissa and Hongxia couldn't come for Angeline's party.. so in the end, i had to rushed down to Northvale alone.. sad.. but yea.. haha..
Angeline's 21!!!! woohoo!!! haha.. quite fun! lol.. except the dancing part.. TANGO!!!!! lol.. in a way it was fun la.. haha.. but i was laughing too much.. haha!
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Ytd was my OP!!!! omg omg omg!!! PW is finally going to be over soon!!! i can't wait!!! woot!!!
Come to think of it, Oral Presentation wasn't really that bad i'd say.. haha.. SA106 and SA107!!! woot!! haha.. guess wad we were doing before the assessors came.. haha the sharpay move before her performances!! "brrrrr brrr brrrrr!! ma ma ma!!" haha!!! super funny!
With OP done.. with OP done.. what's left is I&R.. (Insights and reflections).. after that.. PW is officially over!!! Hallelujah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Went Plaza Sing after that to chill for a while before heading home for Econs tuition..
Practically forgotten everything about Macro Econs le la.. sian.. couldn't understand the case study that i'm supposed to have done as homework.. then while Econs tutor was trying to explain.. my brain is trying to absorb.. but it's like "come in one ear, go out another ear".. haha.. ended up having spent 2hours and 30 minutes on Econs.. wow.. it's like 1 hour more than our usual timing.. by the time we ended.. i was super brain drained and i guess it's fried le.. the moment i went back into my room at about 10 plus.. i hit the bed and slept.. all the way to this morning 9am.. WOW..
CHINESE IS OVER..
PW IS OVER..
life is never better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so far this week has been most peculiar... if that's how you spell it..
everyday you get to meet or see people of different personalities.. and what fasinates me the most is just how weird or funny they can be!
Just like how the new econs teacher lectured, and when he gets nervous, he rubs his head as though his head is bald..
or like how this morning the school cleaner asked me if the "morning worship" board is meant to be thrown away.. haha..
or like our fierce looking VP who isn't that scary once you get to talk to him, even if its regarding PW or studies..
or maybe even the foodstall aunties, whom each have their own story to tell.. i didn't even know that the western stall lady was already married..
or even a guy along the overhead bridge near my school suddenly insulted SAJC in front of my friend and I and walked off.. (Candice and I was stunned for a moment.. haha.. before we started cracking up abt how we couldn't make out half of what the guy was saying.. haha..)
or even when i got on the bus, how so many passengers were sulking.. and the ticketman looked as though he's about to kill someone.
or the couple that is living in their own world, totally oblivious of the negative extenality they're causing to their surroundings... IN THE BUS..
it just dawned upon me.. every living person.. is so different.. yet.. so similiar..
i remembered the chinese passage earlier during the test, it talked about a girl and her father wanting to help an old man cross the road. The old man was hesitant at first, but eventually agreed. turns out that the old man didn't want to cross the road, he was waiting for his son. But he didn't want to disappoint the little girl, and she seemed so sincere... seldom we see people like the old man already right? we'll just brush off people's help when we don't need it..
i was the last to get off the bus today..
but before i did, i smiled at the bus-driver..
His solemn face disappeared..
and returned the smile..........
i shall..
stop being immature.. (since when am i!!!! yvonne!!!)
stop being in the middle of rough and lady-like..
stop being slow.. (im not slow YVONNE!!!)
stop being caring/helpful/get along well with others.. (this is going to be hard..)
stop being a joke..
just a gown..
nothing much..
just a girl..
with a simple dream..
i used to wonder.. what if i were some heroine in those chinese oldies films.. where i'll pull out some dashing sword and rid the baddies of the world. what if i were some cowgirl destined for the plains and only the plains. what if i were some pop star. what if i were leading a double life as a spy.. haha.. then i realised.. focusing on the things i'm not.. it gets me nowhere..
"What has God/world done for me?"
"What have i done for God/world?"
two similiar statements.. two very different pespective..
Each and every one of us are different..
I'm Pearl..
just an ordinary girl..
who has done many wrong things in her life..
but has not given up on life nor herself..
each mistake made is a platform for her to grow, learn, mature..
Don't mean to rub it in to all who are still having exams, but i'm super super super super happy!!!!!!!!! hehe!!!!
26th Sep Saturday: Mid-Autumn Festival at church!
HongXia and i all angelic-like!
with make-up!! hated it..
27th Sep Sunday: dress up day..
the pretty girls!
"Higher than the mountains,
Deeper than the oceans..
Is Your love for us
it never ends..."
taken by my sis's 1st song: Jesus, come and heal..
if someone were to ask me how i got myself out of my self pitying state, emo state during sec 3, i honestly don't know.. haha.. it's just amazing how God can lift me spirit up..
God..
a word that the world so freely forgot..
a name that some only call upon when they need help..
a person that we often have doubts of..
well, believe it or not, He has changed my life for the better.. it had been so easy to fall into depression and be emo always.. but He gave me strength to stand up from where i fell.. and made me who i am today.. Single-handly..
i love my bed...
and guess what..
Monday's my last paper!!!
off course after that there's chinese and PW and all.. but.. at least i get a break!!
Been dreaming of so many things.. Morning Worship.. PW pilot study.. Exams.. Mooncake festival Celebration dance.. Sophia..
gosh i don't want to just dream.. i wanna fulfill them!! but i've got a feeling that i'm going to turn into a slave driver.. driving myself.. haha.. not funny..
anyway.. i met Yvonne today! went to JP.. and guess where we ate.. haha.. Ate at some food court.. then we went to Bakerzin again... haha.. while Yvonne went to pay, some irritating housefly came and landed on the cake plate.. i got random and dripped milk tea on it.. haha.. then it BUZZZ.. and fly away, never came back though.. haha.. ok, i know i'm mean.. but that's what a tired and random girl will do when they're like that!
Went through the Econs paper with Econs tuition teacher.. IM GOING TO FAIL IT.. =) but im still glad.. cus God's still there.. rain or shine..
Had to go for the vacination* thingy in the morning.. crap.. i hate needles.. bleah... then i realised that for Angeline's party, i've got no floral shirt!! they are all dresses! but i didn't want to go D.I. wearing a dress.. told mom, and yay! i got a floral shirt!!
To my dismay!!! later that day at D.I... i realised.. it's ribbons.. NOT FLOWERS.. =.='''
sian... haha.. but Sermon was cool! Cell time was even cooler!! haha, Eunice tackled some of BGR questions we gave her a few weeks back.. haha.. Elissa and Hongxia couldn't come for Angeline's party.. so in the end, i had to rushed down to Northvale alone.. sad.. but yea.. haha..
Angeline's 21!!!! woohoo!!! haha.. quite fun! lol.. except the dancing part.. TANGO!!!!! lol.. in a way it was fun la.. haha.. but i was laughing too much.. haha!
------------------------------------------------------
Ytd was my OP!!!! omg omg omg!!! PW is finally going to be over soon!!! i can't wait!!! woot!!!
Come to think of it, Oral Presentation wasn't really that bad i'd say.. haha.. SA106 and SA107!!! woot!! haha.. guess wad we were doing before the assessors came.. haha the sharpay move before her performances!! "brrrrr brrr brrrrr!! ma ma ma!!" haha!!! super funny!
With OP done.. with OP done.. what's left is I&R.. (Insights and reflections).. after that.. PW is officially over!!! Hallelujah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Went Plaza Sing after that to chill for a while before heading home for Econs tuition..
Practically forgotten everything about Macro Econs le la.. sian.. couldn't understand the case study that i'm supposed to have done as homework.. then while Econs tutor was trying to explain.. my brain is trying to absorb.. but it's like "come in one ear, go out another ear".. haha.. ended up having spent 2hours and 30 minutes on Econs.. wow.. it's like 1 hour more than our usual timing.. by the time we ended.. i was super brain drained and i guess it's fried le.. the moment i went back into my room at about 10 plus.. i hit the bed and slept.. all the way to this morning 9am.. WOW..
CHINESE IS OVER..
PW IS OVER..
life is never better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so far this week has been most peculiar... if that's how you spell it..
everyday you get to meet or see people of different personalities.. and what fasinates me the most is just how weird or funny they can be!
Just like how the new econs teacher lectured, and when he gets nervous, he rubs his head as though his head is bald..
or like how this morning the school cleaner asked me if the "morning worship" board is meant to be thrown away.. haha..
or like our fierce looking VP who isn't that scary once you get to talk to him, even if its regarding PW or studies..
or maybe even the foodstall aunties, whom each have their own story to tell.. i didn't even know that the western stall lady was already married..
or even a guy along the overhead bridge near my school suddenly insulted SAJC in front of my friend and I and walked off.. (Candice and I was stunned for a moment.. haha.. before we started cracking up abt how we couldn't make out half of what the guy was saying.. haha..)
or even when i got on the bus, how so many passengers were sulking.. and the ticketman looked as though he's about to kill someone.
or the couple that is living in their own world, totally oblivious of the negative extenality they're causing to their surroundings... IN THE BUS..
it just dawned upon me.. every living person.. is so different.. yet.. so similiar..
i remembered the chinese passage earlier during the test, it talked about a girl and her father wanting to help an old man cross the road. The old man was hesitant at first, but eventually agreed. turns out that the old man didn't want to cross the road, he was waiting for his son. But he didn't want to disappoint the little girl, and she seemed so sincere... seldom we see people like the old man already right? we'll just brush off people's help when we don't need it..
i was the last to get off the bus today..
but before i did, i smiled at the bus-driver..
His solemn face disappeared..
and returned the smile..........
i shall..
stop being immature.. (since when am i!!!! yvonne!!!)
stop being in the middle of rough and lady-like..
stop being slow.. (im not slow YVONNE!!!)
stop being caring/helpful/get along well with others.. (this is going to be hard..)
stop being a joke..
just a gown..
nothing much..
just a girl..
with a simple dream..
i used to wonder.. what if i were some heroine in those chinese oldies films.. where i'll pull out some dashing sword and rid the baddies of the world. what if i were some cowgirl destined for the plains and only the plains. what if i were some pop star. what if i were leading a double life as a spy.. haha.. then i realised.. focusing on the things i'm not.. it gets me nowhere..
"What has God/world done for me?"
"What have i done for God/world?"
two similiar statements.. two very different pespective..
Each and every one of us are different..
I'm Pearl..
just an ordinary girl..
who has done many wrong things in her life..
but has not given up on life nor herself..
each mistake made is a platform for her to grow, learn, mature..
Don't mean to rub it in to all who are still having exams, but i'm super super super super happy!!!!!!!!! hehe!!!!
26th Sep Saturday: Mid-Autumn Festival at church!
HongXia and i all angelic-like!
with make-up!! hated it..
27th Sep Sunday: dress up day..
the pretty girls!
"Higher than the mountains,
Deeper than the oceans..
Is Your love for us
it never ends..."
taken by my sis's 1st song: Jesus, come and heal..
if someone were to ask me how i got myself out of my self pitying state, emo state during sec 3, i honestly don't know.. haha.. it's just amazing how God can lift me spirit up..
God..
a word that the world so freely forgot..
a name that some only call upon when they need help..
a person that we often have doubts of..
well, believe it or not, He has changed my life for the better.. it had been so easy to fall into depression and be emo always.. but He gave me strength to stand up from where i fell.. and made me who i am today.. Single-handly..
i love my bed...
and guess what..
Monday's my last paper!!!
off course after that there's chinese and PW and all.. but.. at least i get a break!!
Been dreaming of so many things.. Morning Worship.. PW pilot study.. Exams.. Mooncake festival Celebration dance.. Sophia..
gosh i don't want to just dream.. i wanna fulfill them!! but i've got a feeling that i'm going to turn into a slave driver.. driving myself.. haha.. not funny..
anyway.. i met Yvonne today! went to JP.. and guess where we ate.. haha.. Ate at some food court.. then we went to Bakerzin again... haha.. while Yvonne went to pay, some irritating housefly came and landed on the cake plate.. i got random and dripped milk tea on it.. haha.. then it BUZZZ.. and fly away, never came back though.. haha.. ok, i know i'm mean.. but that's what a tired and random girl will do when they're like that!
Went through the Econs paper with Econs tuition teacher.. IM GOING TO FAIL IT.. =) but im still glad.. cus God's still there.. rain or shine..
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.
Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!
When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...
And when you're down, your whole world is crashing
Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!
You are sophisticated, modern, and high class.
Your taste is refined, but you are not picky.
You are often the first to try something new.
You are down to earth and lovable.
A true friend, you're very tolerant and understanding.
In fact, your friends' biggest problem is that they don't like each other!
You love new adventures and activities. You enjoy living a full life, even if it is chaotic.
You feel lost when things are quiet. You rather not think... you prefer to just do!
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
